The ultimate end of senior year is finally nearing, and I know I cannot risk the end of the line to do something completely bogus just yet; thank you very much. I time my limits because I cannot afford to be too behind on work since I've always known to be and have always been the turtle in every race. Most of the times, I like to take my time to think about my future routes, and immediately keep moving forward until I reach my desired goals. Though I wish I were the hare at certain times, I truly believe that things happen for a reason and people like me usually do better slow and steady, open minded and ready to win the race. Distractions just won't make the cut. If it means to be tired all the time, but focused and on task until the outcome, then so be it. As far as the social life goes, the same cliche, but pretty much accurate saying goes to those who mind won't matter and those who matter won't mind.

Today I spent my early morning doing what I wanted to do--making felt/fabric bow clips and cutting up my mom's old baggy saggy clothes. I played around with her old pregnant dresses and did a lot of cutting and snipping here and there only to see the result of the fun patterned items somewhat, but not entirely, presentable in the end. Sometimes, I just like making mistakes. The floral geometric shaped patterns helped warm up my dysfunctional unstable mindset for quite a bit before I jumped into the world of creativity and entrance of productivity once again. That's just me; I just love running my mind through the colorful and vigorous sparks in life.

Then again, one scoop of cold frosted coffee ice cream will also do.