I am neither one to hold grudges nor regret my words, so perhaps I can only just try to bare through the last 33 days of carrying this large burden over my shoulder. Having to juggle the Special Ed field trip on Wednesday with Take-A-Teacher-To-Lunch (an event where groups of students get assigned groups of teachers and individually as each group help serve the assigned teachers with specially prepared lunch) on the same day, I worked out a decent plan; it was to still purchase and layout the materials ahead of time in pictures for the others, while not physically being there, but be there in some way. I finished purchasing and tying gold ribbons to my leftover birthday clear cups to make things seem more elegant this afternoon. The theme we are basing this luncheon on is Van Gogh's famous painting : Starry Night.