i should be asleep

by now because I am a little baby who has her own made-up bedtimes. But for some reason, just thinking about going through the rest of senior year makes me feel the need to stay wide awake. I'm not stressed; I'm just getting really curious. Once college starts, everything's going to change. I won't see the same three ice cream trucks that pass by my neighborhood every day on my way home anymore. I won't have to walk behind middle school looking boys who think they are the champions of all computer games anymore. Furthermore, I won't have to keep adjusting myself to certain people anymore. I'm talking about new friends, new changes, new people, and everything new in general. I honestly can't wait for these wonder days to happen. I just want to be myself with and around others who appear likewise. I'm sure a majority of the people probably feel the same way because we all just want to get out of here and experience something new for a change. We've had enough of the pretentious, sarcastic, bitter, and redundant acts. We all just want to move on with our lives, live life with the people we want to associate with, and pursue the goals and dreams that we take interest in. I know that we sometimes just limit ourselves to the many options that still await for us in the present, but I'm starting to feel rather anxious and impatient to get out of here as quick as I can in the time being.